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Nur 'Atikah, 17.
Republic Polytechnic.

Life is too short to wake up,
In the morning with regrets.
Love those who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who dont.
Everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes yer life, let it.
Nobody said it'd be easy.
They just promised!
It would be worth it.

them

family;
the ones who will forever be there for me through the good or the bad times.

girlfriends;
my two beloveds who never gets tired of listening to me pouring out my woes.

boyfriend;
the one who always believes in me and would do anything to put a smile on my face.

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Bad attendance.
Thursday, November 26, 2009 at 1:32 PM
1 F and 1X for New Media
1X and 1D for Marketing
1X for Cognitive
2X for Communication
1X for Maths

Know what, Fuck You Ikah.
Yer so disappointing. Sobs.

Anyway, I'm going to have a study session with Ali today. In school.
Just the two of us, how sweet. Heheheh.
Main module: COGNITIVE.
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I do, cherish you.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 at 9:52 PM
I do cherish you for the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice, I will love you still
From the depths of my soul, it's beyond my control
If you're asking do I love you this much, well I do
In my world, before you, I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going, til I found you
How you opened my life to a new paradise
Too mushy for me, but still, it really do express how strong someone's feelings can get and I dare not dedicate this to anyone because it's stated there, the rest of my life and no one can ever be so sure, how long they will last with someone, so yeah. I'm just feeling a lil sad here, that explains why I share this. Hmmm. Should I sleep? Cos seriously, I feel miserable right now.
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You make it real for me.
at 9:20 PM
There's so much craziness surrounding me
There's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me

When I'm not sure of my priorities
When I've lost sight of where I'm meant to be
Like Holy water passing over me
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
Cos you are the only one who'll save me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cos you make it real for me

When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
I can't find the words you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for me

Everybody's talking in words I don't understand
You got to be the only one who knows just who I am
You're shining in the distance I hope I can make it through
Cos the only place that I want to be is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more I have to learn
But if you're here with me, I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere where I can run
You make it real for me
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Leave?
at 7:02 PM

Most of the things you said just now was indescribably hurtful. I don't remember replying you anything that I know would hurt your feelings. You were angry, I know. I was unreasonable, I know. But that was a small argument. Me sulking, is that really something new to you? It'd be a miracle if I don't tell anyone, true enough. And because miracles do not happen, I shall not create a miracle here and that's why I'm expressing it out in my blog. I did not tell anyone about it.

They don't really know the real story but of course I have to write it here because otherwise, I'd be like a mad girl. I need to let it out, I can't keep it because the more I keep, the more hurt I am, and you know that always happens to me, all the time. I keep things to myself. "Trying to forget", " I don't want anything dy", "I don't care already". Other than my family, yer the last person I thought would say the words, "I don't care" to me, because yer the one I depend on.

To think that we had so much fun, earlier part of the day. Just so you know, you were extremely adorable just now, in the morning. I loved it. I'm sorry for making you so angry till you have to say all those harsh things to me and I had to destroy all those sweet little things that happened in the morning. I'm really really sorry. You told me not to say, "I miss you" but I have to say it. I miss you, and I love you but you said "That's it".
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Problem 7.
at 2:36 PM
BAD BAD BAD IKAH.
What happen to me leh?
This week, no absents. Present everyday.
*Thumbs Up*
:(
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Oh my!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 at 9:34 PM
How to know if your ass stinks?

http://i183.photobucket.com/albums/x165/misstiqsy/ass-stinks.jpg?t=1259069747http://i183.photobucket.com/albums/x165/misstiqsy/ass-stinks-1.jpg?t=1259069747

And she's fucking hot la please.

http://i183.photobucket.com/albums/x165/misstiqsy/91112W3_STEWART_B-GR_02.jpg?t=1259069749
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Prom Fever.
at 6:48 PM
I don't know why but I'm so damn interested in the prom photos. Hahahah! I miss Secondary School la can? Can I turn back time, go back to prom and make it a better one. It was awesome awesome awesome but it would have been better if I actually took off my shoes and dance my ass off. Once in a lifetime and I really hoped I would have done more for it, I spent less than 30 la, please believe it but it's okay! I love my prom and it's the night I will NEVER forget. Byes.
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CUTE!
at 6:34 PM

OH MY GOSH, AIN'T SHE LIKE BLOODY CUTE?!
She's imitating Taylor Swift on the Subway during VMA.
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Team 2!
at 5:56 PM
Very very very very fun day today because I had an awesome team. I have fun every single communication lesson because of my team until I really don't care what other people think about me, cos yes every communication lesson, I get extra noisy. Hahah! We had to do a survey just now and pick three people to interview. I couldn't stop laughing when one of my indonesian classmate had to give a creative joke on why he was late and he came up with this dinosaur joke and the way he pronounced his dinosaur is DI-NO-SA-HUR.

Kay fine, it's not funny when I type it out cos I don't know how to explain, but surely you guys don't expect me to record it down right, walau. We had this very dumb conversation just when everyone thought that the thing we have recorded had background music on it. We panicked. HAHA!
Syaful: Eh! Why got music?
Dhilah: Yah la! How come got music.
Sarah: Wait I check
Ikah: Habesssss.
Syaful: Alamak! That's the Cafe World's music la.
HAHAHAHA! Wtf, Dhilah was CLEVER enough not to realise that she had actually played her Cafe World's music loudly. HAHAHAHA. Its only funny because of how we reacted to it. We looked fucking dumb la. Yes, all FIVE of us. Walked to interchange with Dhilah and boarded 168 alone. Ali had RP soccer meeting and Adventure Learning so we couldn't go home together. And I've realised, crying really do help. So when I cry please don't ask me to stop because I enjoy doing it. HAHAHA! Just for yguy's info, I have been crying every single night without fail, the past few nights
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New skin!
Monday, November 23, 2009 at 8:50 PM
Ohhhhhkay! After about an hour, I have finally changed my blogskin. I just got sick and tired of my old skin. Very BLACK. Hahahah! So yeah, I find this skin more refreshing due to it's bright bright colours. Heheheh! Done my RJ, done all my schoolwork, so what shall I now? Hmm. :D
"I wonder why sometimes when you're down, instead of having people cheering you up, they just have to bring you down even lower and make you feel the worst you can ever feel."
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Work.
Sunday, November 22, 2009 at 10:54 PM
Today is Sunday and today is another working day for me. I like the fact that I have a very friendly working environment. The aunties and sisters(?) working there are all very nice people and never fail to give me a very very huge smile whenever they see me, especially one chinese girl there(I shall not call her auntie because she is very young) she always waves and look excited whenever I arrive for work. BUT I hate the fact that my work requires me to do such little works, okay you guys will start nagging about how lucky I am bla3. -.-!

Yguys should really just try out this work and tell me how you feel. Ergh. ANYWAY, after work, me and Ali were like one kiasu couple, bringing home all the leftovers because I know my family loves them. Hahah! Sent the food home, went out again with Ali, walked around T1. We are so excited for the sales that's coming up. Hahaha! Met An, Ayit, Rezal and An for awhile before heading back home. :D I love love love today because it was well spent with Ali. Thanks for everything :D

Next week's my last week of work. Yeay-ness.

"A GUY HAVE NEVER CARED FOR ME THE WAY YOU HAVE."
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Wasted.
at 12:11 AM
Stayed home the whole of yesterday having only the laptop and ali on the webcam to accompany me. Yes, we literally webcammed the whole of yesterday. From the moment we woke up til the time we slept. Hahahah! So today, I decided not to torture my eyes because too much of laptop can destroy my eyes so I went to slack with Man, An, Fee, Rezal and Yul at Mac. It was refreshing to catch up with Firman over some stuffs. I mean, he really have got moodswings but when he's nice, he's really nice. Thanks for making me laugh like a madcow. HAHAH!

Ali came abit late cos he went to his Grandmama house. We almost followed the others to town but I didn't want to be the only girl and Ali thought he his attire was too slackish to go to town so we walked around T1, bought my cute litte red mouse, bought foods for my sisters and slacked outside my house with Ali. The facebook issue is really childish, but as yguys know, I'm very emo, little things like that can really bring me down :( Forget it, small matter anyway.

To Syaz and Man : Please stop saying, "Ali takde baru carik aku ah." HAHAHAHA!
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